So Many Times

So many times I thought this...

Forgetting everyone,

Forgetting everything!

Will unfold myself, in your presence

And admit to you

The love, I hid so wonderfully

All these years!

I always thought

You were the angel,

Sent upon me,

By none other than Almighty

Now how can I hate you,

After all these years,

After so many feelings?

I had decided secretly,

To stay away from you,

To keep away from you,

But to love you forever

And be alone forever

No one will ever know,

The love, I have for you

No one will ever see

The tears,

That run down my cheek!

Today, sitting alone,

All by myself, I contemplate

The past,

How do I express to you

The love that is still not lost?

So, so many times,

I thought to myself!!!

P.S. I have to mention that this poem is not my brain child! I got the inspiration from one of Tagore's song